will there ever be a relief from these cat and mouse games i have no intention of being eaten
i have no intention of staying or being entertained this heart has potholes and rocky bumps and i dont want you to be the one to figure them out i cant stand that you look and smile as you push me away and i cant stand that you hold me so far away but wrapped up in your arms i feel nothing at all except the longing to feel and yet i am trying to feel without feeling at all and my heart is torn again into the rage and it finds no relief and i wonder why i decided to play in the first place.
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